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Her​(​tz​)​o​Ï​n

by Skinsitive

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1.
the Amnesiac Parade 03:50
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I wish I could remember What happened on the 27th Turn I wish I couldn’t forget What you did to me my friendly enemy And now Swallow me up I’m falling down I wish I was sorry But I am not I wish I could disappear But I am just transparent Look at me You don’t see me Look at me I’m a blue fish I wish I was good But I ‘m a bad player Hey hello ! How are you? Hey hello ! Do I know you? I don’t remember I forget.   I wish I could be A birthday cake With candles Bleeding wax On sugar Throwing up wax On candies I wish I was soft Like a feather but I’m just liquid Today was the last second That I remember I wish I was cool Like everyone at school Hey hello ! How are you? Hey hello ! Do I know you ? I don’t remember I forget. I wish I was a bomb But I’m silence Two fishes Swimming around We don’t remember What happens on every turn We just forget I don’t remember What did you just say ? Hey you big red fish Did I just want to know your inside Did I ask you to Rape my soul Suck up my brain Penetrate my mind and then Throw me away It’s ok 'cuz… I won’t remember
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Godless 04:35
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Three o’clock in the morning Running after taxis Escaping the city’s lights And how does it feel to be high? Playing dirty games with People of the night Dance to fuck Fuck to forget Killing the little girl inside Burning secrets in my eyes Didn't ask for anything back daddy I give to get empty. Truth in insomnia Hearing strangled whispers in bed Didn't ask for anything back sweet boy I give to get empty (Godless) Red lipstick and heroin (Godless) Credit on flesh ! Credit on skin ! (Godless) Get on your knees! Get on your knees! Holy mother whore walking in the streets Four o’ clock in the morning Trash under the wheel of my good fortune Never said that it would turn right or better So holy Father bastard, send me your son Five o’clock in the morning on telephone Didn't ask for anything back sweet boy I give to get empty I give TO GET EMPTY Wanna feel Clean And pretty Just wanna feel Something Love hate pain Disappointment Say that I’m a godless Under some red spotlights Black clouds and green sun A godless Black clouds and green sun A godless Just wanna feel Clean And pretty Would you just give me something that You don’t have?
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In the Whoredom of Hell 04:20
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Sleep deeply, dream badly Who's the prisonner ? Find an exit, keep the key Who's the monster ? God sent his ladies in a red box Oh Holy clients , this is paradise Devils wear their golden make up Diamonds for every finger you suck Yes, you broke your promises again Hey God is a schizophrenic maiden Every Jesus Christ today Love their sick master and we also Love to feel sorry (better being sorry than guilty !) Bells are ringing but we are still asleep Outside of this trip, world is so boring Read between the lines, I’m no Messiah Every Virgin Mary today Die from AIDS Of course,this was a cancer Maybe it sounds more clear to your ears Keys don’t open every doors In the Whoredom of Hell Nothing is said, everything is proclaimed God loves his slaves and we also feel Sorry for them (better being sorry than guilty) GUILTY GUILTY GUILTY GUILTY God sent his ladies in a red box Oh Holy clients , this is paradise Devils wear their golden make up Diamonds for every finger you suck Yes, you broke your promises again Well I don’t remember anything And I don’t belong to this reality Or maybe I ‘m just too bitter for it Real freaks like me just learn to survive Every scream stuck in your Fucking stomachs is mine Every inch of your lies Only feeds the rage I have for fighting Every inch of your deeds Kills another weak while you're quietly sleep Actually there is no key I swallowed it , come to pick it up now, fools, ah ah Keys don’t open every doors In the Whoredom of Hell Nothing is said, everything's proclaimed God loves his slaves and we also feel Sorry for them (better being sorry than guilty) GUILTY ,GUILTY , GUILTY.
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Sickzophrenia 02:44
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H.E.R.T.Z.O.I.N Hertzoin I’ve got my needles I’ve got my hertzoin I’ve got my anger I’ve got my frustration I’ve got destruction I’ve got my creation I’ve got my dreams But my dreams Are stuck inside you I’ve got a life But my life is a NDE Got my needles but my needles are hertzoin I’ve got a gun but my gun is made of plastic I’ve got a mind but you got it before I’ve got a life But my life is a NDE Got my needles but my needles are hertzoin I’ve got a gun but my gun is in plastic I’ve got a mind but you got it before you got it before I’ve got my needles I’ve got my hertzoin I’ve got my anger I’ve got my frustration I’ve got destruction I’ve got my creation I’ve got my dreams But my dreams Are stuck inside you
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Fuckorama 05:36
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Lay down ! Spread your legs! Shut up ! Move your ass! My friendly enemies took me to the empty parking And then to the woods and then to the dirty hotel We met the criminal lovers, then took a multi coloured trip We walked a little bit and crashed a lot We talked a little bit and trashed a lot I say ok to whatever you want me to play I say ok to whatever you want me to take I say ok to everything you want me to fake I say ok to everybody you want me to fist fuck (Let’s change our masks for a new opportunity) Guilty skin A new scarified request For your Guilty skin Can’t go higher Can’t go lower Guilty skin A new scarified request For your Guilty skin I can’t go higher Can’t go lower… Hurry up, time kills. My friendly enemies took me in a nowhere And then to the station, and then to a dirty subway They met nobody but their reflection through a white angel They walked a little bit and crashed a lot They talked a little bit and trashed a lot (I walked a lot and crashed a little bit I talked a lot and trashed a little bit) I say no to whatever you want me to play I say no to whatever you want me to take I say no to whatever you want me to fake I say no to whoever you want me to fist fuck You didn’t kill me I am still alive You didn’t kill me I ‘m free since I left you You didn’t kill me But I’m still stuck here with you in my head You didn’t kill me I am still alive You didn’t kill me I ‘m free since I left you You didn’t kill me But I’m still stuck here with you in this fuckorama
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Carol-Ïne 04:40
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On my little white rock I believe that I can change the world With my little lively dust I believe that I can waste my words On my chemical snow I believe that I can change the show Oh my stone of lies I believe that I can change my life Caroline You were my little rock of everything And we are gonna change the world I wanted to change the world I've changed my world I wanted to waste the world I 've wasted myself (I don’t need anything else) L'enfer blanc, infini Des kilomètres de neige, de lac glacé, de rochers effrités Aucune végétation Pas même un arbre décharné Ici, il n'y a ni vie, ni mort Juste un globe oculaire sans iris, Sans pupille, sans humeur On ne distingue plus le ciel de la terre La petite fille a atterri au point de départ Elle est repartie à travers les banquises Caroline Collective smiles within happy ones Collective orgasms out of selfdestruction Artificial parties that we used to enjoy Collective cancer that we get As the others never forget Collective suicide cuz everything is a lie Individual feeling because we are so afraid To be ourselves It’s so hard to be but it’s harder to be real You were my substitute for a friend My substitute for a mother My substitute for a lover My substitute for power My substitute for travel My substitute for boredom My substitute for freedom anger danger violence youth gun fun breathe scream My substitute for the universe My substitute for the universe My substitute for the universe ...
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Skinsitive 05:23
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I have made my plans Since I 've been out of this hell I feel like an optimistic fatalist Since I 've thrown up my kind devils I have planned my rebirth Now I’m the new her(tz)oïn I tore every grey petal of my skin To make you madly fall in love with me Yeah I did and I feel like a fatalist optimism Since everyone is caught in a “mise en abyme” I feel almost beautiful, but I 'm not that sure I'm almost famous Let me show you how Just give me bodies to tattoo with my fingers and I will remember them and they will remember me Betray Hate I’m kissing your feet Jealousy Cruelty Thank you for all of this I want to get get get get get get This is my favorite need I want to waste waste waste This is my favorite sin I want the universe And I will do it, do it, do it Skin_si_tive I’ve destroyed my pants I’ve cut my hair just To feel less transparent I just don’t remember myself So today I marry my heroic “it” So today I marry my erotic “it” All I want is know you more So as to destroy you better When my teeth creaked, mankind was just a wish Pornography of the mind is an exciting forbidden way For all of us, and hurry up everyone! time is hell! Three years that I've tried to find an exit There is no light on my way But I keep faith that I will escape someday And finally find myself. Liability Animosity Psychology Ferocity Yes Sigmund apologize us ! Society Genocide Words Swords Laughs and Wolves No Sigmund, yes C.G ! Hunt Gun Civilisation ! Yes Caroline Ecce homo I’m wearing Your fucking crown I’m getting naked To disturb your sexual vision Fashion androgyny Enjoy my free lashing show
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Nostalgicide 06:17
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just don’t want to look at my back I just don’t want to know what’s there behind I just don’t want to look at my past I just want to know what you’ve got What you’ve got inside. Sometimes I wonder how it would be to be human (Suffocating just for a little emotion) Sometimes I wonder how it would be to be you (Standing the infinite cycle of suicidty) Arms like snakes I slip on everything I touch Providing for the next twisted throat (Which could invite me into another void) Legs like spiders And I run away from your ignorance Providing for the unavoidable crash Burst my reflection and tell me Is there a soul behind? Life is a game Death a parade The black eight ball In my hand Life is a game Death a parade The black eight ball In my head Sometimes Mrs Woolf, Flowers resist before burning (All alone and staring at the murder sun) Sometimes they wonder How all of this is gonna end? (The great misunderstood in which people fall is The most sympathic lesson they can learn) Heart like ice And I’m melting a little bit more everyday Providing for the deserved And asked-for punch Mouth like metal And I decide to break silence Inviting pleasure As one and only science Head like a door And I discover the unexpected key Maybe we should open it to send it free Maybe we should just try again my friend Burst my reflection and tell me Is there a soul behind? (Maybe we should just try again my friend?) Life is a game Death a parade The black eight ball In my hand Life is a game Death a parade The black eight ball In my head Outside… Outside… Outside of you There is a place There is a life That I wanna know But…you know I feel safe here sometimes But can I just stop to be so complaisant? There is a way outside Outside There is a world And…I’m so afraid of outside I’m so afraid of outside I know I have to be brave This is my only way to Serenity…
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Anxiorexia 05:14
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When I close my eyes I see those luminous bugs Nagging me When I open them I see those abstract dirts Harassing me again After anorexic emotions There is a chemical fall I was asking for some L.O.V.E What I got is only H.A.T.E L.O.V.E I am a liar H.A.T.E L.O.V.E I am a player H.A.T.E Well I threw away romance Right into the overfed garbage I replaced this by tiny blue pills Chewing bubble pills yeah yeah A new toy for my huge appetite Mouth is lying, knees are shaking Now I am as numb as the ground (5, 6, 7 , 9, 9 ,9) (1,1, 2, 7, 9) When you are sick and insane Darkness are not even black Emptiness is full of stars That you cannot catch Death kissed me that night It was soft Life fucked me that day It was short The more I bleed the more I get clean The more I bleed the more I get clean More I get clean the more I bleed More I bleed the more I get clean More I get clean the more I bleed
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Paraphobia 04:58
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Chaque matin, lorsque je me réveille, la seule chose qui me fait prendre conscience que je suis dans la réalité, c'est de me sentir vulnérable. My war is not pretty She's the pine in my mind When I close my eyes Everyone dies Oh when I close my eyes Everyone dies Ce qui me séduit dans mes rêves, c'est de pouvoir tout contrôler, ou bien alors, de pouvoir tout recommencer My war makes me realize Sometimes you cannot avoid the crash Hello, I'm burning in a sudden explosion Hello, I'm burning in my own implosion My war is not pretty Every person smells like a sad memory And you are the worst of all Et dans ma tête, il y a un "va te faire foutre" perpétuel. Il me permet de n'avoir peur ni de mes actes, ni de leur conséquence. Got to be eyes Got to be arms Got to be lips Got to be ears Got to be brain Got to be hands Got to be a daughter Got to be a sister Got to be a lover Got to be see doctors Got to be a friend Got to be the best Got to stand The bleeding air bed Got to speak Instead of singing Got to sell my secrets Got to let them steal my name Got to make up my face Every fucking day Got to be a waste Got to be a waste Got to be a waste Got to be ashamed Got to be a waste (etc...)
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Ali3n 5taR 05:43
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I had to do this to change I was a prisoner of myself Never looking at somebody’s eye Always hiding from the rest of the world Am I a model Am I an idol Am I a poster on your wall? Am I what you were… Expecting for? I have to pretend I have to change I have to fake I have to be everywhere Loving myself Loving everyone And what did I get in the end? (messages : (..)I’ d like to be the one inside of you I ‘d like to sit somewhere with you and watch the time going by I ‘d like to sing a song with you (...) Would you ? I’d like to be the one for you We all know How is a trendy end Dolls dogs diamonds dope There is a dream Inside a mind There is a mind Inside a dream We all know How is a trendy star Trans something Anti something There is a dream Inside a mind There is a mind Inside a dream I’m no lover I’m a dreamer… There is a dream Inside a mind There is a mind Inside a dream
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Glamolies 04:42
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I think they’ve already opened to the door To the unknown guests at the corridor They saw me, and asked me, Would you like to come To the party? We are the best company That anyone can wish Just help yourself to anything you’d like except Truth and honnesty I think they’re wearing their mask I think they’re sharping their knives I think they’re sharing their cracks I think they’proud of their marks STAB STAB STAB ME MY FRIENDS SELL SELL SELL OUT YOUR FAME STAB STAB STAB ME MY FRIENDS SELL SELL SELL OUT YOUR FLAME Stab, stab, stab me My friends… Stab, stab, stab ‘Til it’s dead. I think they’ve already closed the door They asked someone to turn the sound up (turn me up!) They burnt the tip of their fingers By smothering the flame of innocent candles “Would you like to sit? We’d love your company at our dinner table Are you hungry? Are you thirsty? Would like a piece of your Dignity?” I think they’re wearing their mask I think they’re sharping their knives I think they’re sharing their cracks I think they’proud of their marks STAB STAB STAB ME MY FRIENDS SELL SELL SELL OUT YOUR FAME STAB STAB STAB ME MY FRIENDS SELL SELL SELL OUT YOUR FLAME Lock the door Turn me up Take off your coat Show us what you’ve got Lock the door Turn me up Turn back your partner Show us how much you lover Smash the door down Shut me up You should find an exit Before it’s too late Smash the door down Shut me up You should wake up Before the end comes You should wake up before the end comes. Wake up ! Surface ! Wake up Surface Wake up… Surface… WAKE UP.
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The Escape 04:17
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If I surface now,  Would you swallow me again? If I surface now, Would my dreams just stop...? If I surface now, Would you survive my friend?  and if I surface now... Would I face  The sun Life  Light Something Real To feel To hear To see To feel  To hear  To see... Your mouth wide open against my eyes wide shut Wise outside , wild inside The thrown drowns Your cavity lights up I lose my crown Against freedom I gain reality Against my dreams The scent of rage is covered by the smell of hot stones My feet are leading me far away from my kingdom Facing the fake to find the real Crawling at the start to learn to run Facing the fake to find the real Crawling at the start to learn to run No revenge plans No cynisism No "no future" anymore Just the power of loneliness I deserve to walk a million miles After having slept for years " Oh look far away, the escape is only a start/ Oh don't turn back/ The parade is waiting for you/ Oh a last breath is always a first scream Oh a last breath, is always a first scream Oh a last scream, is always a first breath Oh a last scream, is always a first "breathe"
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Serenity 05:02
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Lack of my life Reflects to me A million faces On one face Should I look deeper To find the monster? Or should I lock my heart ? I'm only at the quarter Of the middle I have to cross the desert Over the hunger Should I swim deeper To fight the monster? I have to drink all the poison Before getting healthy How painful you can be How beautiful this could be Serenity How painful you can be How wonderful this would be Serenity Should I look deeper To find the monster? Or should I lock my heart ? Should I deliver the tiger To devore the fire? Or should I stop the anger? Liquified horses resist To the race Like waves are Facing the sky too far I think it's the right time to say goodbye Am I not right serenity? Dry your tears mixed up to the river Only children know the truth Am I not right serenity? How painful you can be How beautiful this could be Serenity How painful you can be How wonderful this would be Serenity I feel like I feel like I feel like I feel like 20 today It's just a goodbye It's just a goodbye Goodbye, goodbye I'll see you At the 27th turn I'll see you at the 27th Turn I remember I remember

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released June 1, 2012

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Skinsitive Paris, France

Fruit d'une union improbable entre Trent Reznor et Pj Harvey qu’auraient bercés les mots tranchants de la littérature underground américaine (Hubert Selby Jr, Lydia Lynch...), Skinsitive est le projet de Virginia B. Fernson, auteur, compositeur et interprète. Après avoir écumé plusieurs scènes en France et sorti un premier EP en Décembre 2010, Skinsitive sort son LP, "Her(tz)oÏn". ... more

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